I've been hiding something from you guys. And I'm kinda ashamed of it. I've been an addict for the past few weeks. It's been bad. Every day. It's all I can think about. When can I get some? Where am I gonna get 'em? How much should I get? And then I feel horrible after. Ugh.
So, What is it you ask?
THESE:
Tasty, sweet delicious Jelly belly jelly beans.
I started off getting 1 small bag at the store here and there. Just casually. Few days later I started getting multiple bags. 2 or 3 at a time. And I'd tell myself I'd have one bag a day and then wind up eating all of them in one sitting. And then I remembered there was a candy store at the mall where I could scoop them and buy them by the lb. So I'd go do that. Choosing all my favorites [I clearly like the pink]. I won't even tell you how much I'd buy & eat. Just know, it was a lot. Like, I'd have a stomach ache at the end of the night. Gross.
Keep in mind you guys, I was not a sweet tooth type of person until a few months ago. So I don't even know where this came from. 1st the peanut butter, now jelly beans? Salty was always my thing. I did better with that. I have such a hard time with the sweets. Fulfilling a sweet craving always turns into a binge. No.self.control.
Why do I have to have such an addictive personality? Can't I just have something & enjoy it every now and then? Why can't I do that?
So, since I can't, no more jelly beans for me. Easter should be interesting.
No comments:
Post a Comment